27th Birthday
Mon Jan 30, 06:27 PM
It is 10 days until my birthday. I turn 27. This is the first birthday that I have had, in my whole life, where I feel old. 27. Thats not really young anymore. I know that really it's not old. But it feels old. I'm not freaking out and refusing to turn 27 (Charlene ;P) but still. It feels like I should have more to show for my age than I really do. I don't have a house or any property, I don't own a car or other type of vehicle. I have not had a job for more than 2 1/2 years. I have no kids, no spouse, no fiance, hell even no boyfriend. Or a girlfriend for that matter.
I have nothing to show for my 27 years on this planet. That makes me sad and frustrated. Again its that thing of where I want to do more but don't know how to start. Or where to start. Or maybe I just need to resign myself to the fact that maybe I'm not going to have anything to show and get over it already. Ech who knows.
You know what I want for my birthday? A brain that can figure shit out. And an iPod. And Billy Boyd. And MonaBoyd fics. And to get really, really, really drunk. So drunk that I can't remember. Yup. That's what I want.
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