Not happy

Wed Feb 22, 01:55 AM

You know what? I am sick of everything here. My job, this small fucking town. Everything. I have seriously had enough. I just dont give a fuck about anything here. I want to move. Like yesterday. Seriously. I don't want to be in this small town anymore. Calgary is seriously looking good to me right now.

I am sick of me just letting things just happen. Of just letting things fall into my lap. I want to fucking do something! To fucking take a stand and fucking do something. Take some fucking action. I am just sick of everything right now and I need to get out of here.

I am not happy. I dont think I have really been happy here. I have pretended to be happy, playing along to make other people happy, to make them not be all concerned about me. Over the past 14 months I have been happiest in the city, with my friends. I am sick of this. I realize moving wont automatically make me happy, but jesus christ, something needs to change.

  1. Why Calgary?! That’s farther away than you are now. And.. well, it’s Calgary.


    Nicole    2006-02-22    #
  2. i agree with nicole. calgary is a hole in the earth. come back to edmonton.


    charlene    2006-02-22    #
  3. No I dont want to be in Edmonton. I am afraid that if I get back into Edmonton I wont leave. I will be stuck. I dont want to be stuck. I have lived in Edmonton. I want a change.


    liz    2006-02-22    #
  4. how about spruce grove then. :)


    charlene    2006-02-23    #
  5. how about ponoka?!


    heather    2006-02-23    #

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